一年前我写这个题目，是去年12月15日，那时小三公司的圣诞晚会对于我这个初出茅庐的乳臭未干的毛孩子来说还有那么多的陌生与新鲜感，所以就连衣服也会穿错。人人都穿着拖地长裙犹如奥斯卡颁奖典礼的晚宴，我穿着衬衣和西裤。其实那也也还罢了，毕竟小三同志也属于公司新人，没人会注意我们很多。去年的party是在伦敦，今年我搬到了伦敦，party却改到了Brighton.

但是今年的party很多人，我也遇到了很多人，不光是和小三同学一组的资历相当的同事，还有他的上司。其实一年的时间说长不长，说短不短，你觉得时间没有带走什么，也没带来什么，你怡然自得，你觉得生活并没有改变太多，但是你错了。就像是滴水穿石，时间的力量让你连感叹都追赶不上。

一年前我初出牛犊不怕虎，穿着白衬衣黑裤子，旁边坐的英国美眉连瞟我一眼都不屑，一年后我也穿红戴绿，扬眉吐气；一年前我战战兢兢，凭着一点小酒劲跟人寒酸两句，一年后我也可以大大方方地跟人握手，跟小三的上司说恭喜你最近升迁；一年前没人注意我们，一年后有人主动和我们打招呼；一年前我们拿着相机给别人拍照，一年后竟然也有人拿相机要和我们合影。其实时间带来的不止这些，但是这些敌不过时间带走的东西，比如青春，比如健康。

看着一年前不经粉饰的笑脸和一年后浓妆艳抹的笑脸，头一次感觉到时间的残酷，即使用化妆品来粉饰，用衣服来修饰，有些东西，譬如青春是永远找不回来了。还有健康。小三同事的女朋友一年前一条拖地红色长裙把她丰满的身材衬托地恰到好处，她的妆容精致华丽，而今年再次见她，就真感慨那句老话，年年岁岁花相似，岁岁年年人不同。往日的华丽感已经不复存在，她瘦削的脸庞和明显的皱纹似乎老了20岁。就像一朵牡丹花逐渐凋谢的过程，她说她今年大病了一场。只是短短的一年，她却不再似往年热情奔放的红，今年她选择了肃穆安静的黑色。

曾经觉得人的改变不是一两年的事情，现在却发现，一年能改变很多，不光是外表，还有内心。于是经常去想，一年后的我们又会是怎样的一幅场景，又会有怎样不同的心境，时间会在我们的脸上和心上刻下怎样的印记？

好不容易告一段落，上来转转。第一学期可以说又结束了，感觉生活总这么循环往复，周而复始，开学，第一学期结束，考试，第二学期开始，第二学期结束，考试，第三学期开始。。。

昨晚奋战到5点，今天总算按时交了最后一个coursework。最近真是天翻地覆阿，先是给人改卷子，原来以为很容易，就画勾打叉就行了，结果整个weekend都没把18份卷子改出来，每看一题都仿佛自己把题目重做一遍，18份卷子，5道题，相当于90道题阿，看得眼儿都直了，3天改卷子下来直犯晕，在gym差点晕倒在跑步机上。不值不值！紧接着的coursework更是翻天覆地地赶，晚上做恶梦都是有人撞我的门催我交作业。苦命啊！

让人欣慰的是，这一切终于结束了，不久我就可以拿到我的钱，为xmas的大肆shopping作准备了。更让人欣慰的是，我教的孩子们第一学期也结束了，从一开始一无所知到现在可以开始简单交流，我真为自己没有误人子弟而感到高兴，哈哈，上周末给他们做了期末测试，竟然出乎我的意料，结果出奇地好。孩子们太可爱了，本来和小三商量不打算继续教下去，现在也不忍离开了。他们一个个围在你旁边冲你嚷嚷想吸引你注意的时候，一个个调皮捣蛋的时候，简直太可爱了。

Anyway, good news is nothing specially bad till now~ Although sometimes seems everything goes against your willing, however, they are past. Look forward, and prepare. Using the best saying from Salman "Get ready for rock and roll". Hahahahahaha hohohohohohohoho~ Party is coming~ I have money to buy the things I want, good family, good bf, fantastic life, most of all, I will have new shoes, thanks God!

Watched three movies during this weekend. Two are good, which is " Body of lies" and "changeling". Then start thinking of "truth".

"Body of lies" reveals a world which is out of our imagine. It is said this movie pissed off CIA. The complexity relations, the high technology, the secret tasks, all are at the back of the world which we are perceiving. However, what is called "truth" astonishing me. Until last scene of the movie, I was asking myself, "really, is it the truth?" From then, I do not believe my eyes. What we see, hear, recognize, feel may be all fake. What we can believe then?

"Changeling" based on a true story. Angelina Julie has great performance in the show. I and Salman both hope this movie can be awarded as the Oscar best movie. The movie tells you how brilliant appearance can have an ugly, hideous truth behind the back, no matter a person, or just a story. Also, a brave woman who never gave up finding her child makes me esteem women's love and courage.

Then you start asking yourself the news we read everyday are they the truth or just a tool for fooling us? The entertainment we enjoy everyday are they the relaxation or just a tool keeping us far away from truth? Are we living in a true world, or in an egg with shells all around isolating with the truth? How we can know all the media trying to passing the information which is truth? Is the people beside us having a true heart or they are having their own purposes? What's answer? Maybe one Chinese saying can be used here "It takes a long road to know the strength of a horse and it takes time to know a person."

Time tries all!